sober*

Ah, the sun is blinding..
I stayed up again.
Oh, I'm finding..
That's not the way I want my story to end.

I'm safe up high,
Nothing can touch me..
Why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside-
You're my protection..
But how do I feel this good sober?

I don't wanna be the girl
that has to fill the silence..
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth.
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
'Cause I won't remember,
save your breath 'cause what's the use?

Ah, the night is calling

And it whispers to me softly:

"come play"

I am falling...

*pink-sober