Daleč, daleč je za naju pomlad..

Se včasih vprašam, če sploh je kakšna možnost, da si bova nekoč zapela: "daleč, daleč je za naju pomlad..."
Bo takrat drugače, bo vse šlo mimo in mi ne bo mar za najino pomlad? Bom kaj nostalgična ob spominu na najino filozofijo, na vse melodije ob kavi? Bom se hudomušno nasmejala ob misli na tvoje besede? In kako preprosto je bilo vse, čeprav se ni zdelo tako.. Bom morda mislila: še dobro, da se nisva našla, da ni tako, kot sem želela takrat...
Bova se morda srečala, takrat. Boš me morda spet pogledal tako, kot znaš, se bom za trenutek spet izgubila v tvojih očeh. Samo za trenutek se bo vrnil tisti znan občutek izpred let. In nato se bom nasmehnila: koliko let je minilo. In se bo končno zdelo vse v zvezi s tabo zares preprosto. In čeprav bo jesen, ne bom hrepenela po pomladi.

*Daleč je za naju pomlad

Later that day I got to thinking..

“Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they just need to run free til they find someone just as wild to run with them."

-Sex and the city

behind blue eyes*

Between all the coffees and new rivers.. Between strange faces and snow, between the piano lessons and your breath.. I`ve lost myself.
And I`m not quite sure where to find me again.

With Love
Forever Yours (?)

*the who-behind blue eyes

Passes things get more comfortable..Everything is going right

And after all the obstacles/It's good to see you now with someone else/And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends/ After all that we've been through/ I know we're cool.
We have changed but we're still the same.

Happy ny*

V novem letu bom:

• pila manj kave, ampak še vedno z mojimi najljubšimi
• ostala pri enem martiniju in ne desetih vodkah
• bolj pridno hodila na faks
• se prej začela učiti za izpite
• večkrat v Centru
• spremenila paradigmo :)
• naredila vse, kar si želim že dolgo časa
• redno uporabljala nekatera božična darila
• eno leto starejša, posledično tudi malo bolj pametna
• dokončno opravila s krožnicami
  

....In nekatere od teh obljub veselo kršila.. :)

No, pa začnimo novo pot okrog sonca.. Malo akcije mora vedno bit.. :)

With Love
Forever Yours

And I find it kind of funny. I find it kind of sad..*

Hejhej!

Ker je v Ljubljani sneg in je sneg v Mariboru. So letos tudi lučke, je kuhano vino. In spet ni božičnega vzdušja.
Morda se moram samo dobro naspati in ko se bom zbudila, bo nov sneg in bodo moje prve stopinje na pločniku. Lučke bodo svetleje žarele in videla jih bom, ko bom spet navsezgodaj hodila ob Ljubljanici. Bom pela nove božične pesmi in cimet bo spet dišal. Snežilo bo, jaz pa bom začutila tisto pristno veselje, kot nekdaj.
In bodo iste novoletne obljube- o pozabljanju in o drugje in drugače. Pa ne bodo. Tudi, če se bom naspala, ne bodo.
Letošnja zima je pač drugačna. In nisem še čisto prepričana, če mi je všeč.

With Love
Forever Yours

*gary jules- mad world

the start of something beautiful*

Always in my thoughts you are
Always in my dreams you are
I got your voice on tape
I got your spirit in a photograph
Always out of reach you are

Cold inside my arms you are
Simple like a child you are
I remember when you took my hand and led me through the rain
Down inside my soul you are

The more I show the way
I feel the less I find you give a damn
The more I get to know the less find that I understand
Innocent, the time we spent, forgot to mention we're good friends
You thought it was the start of something beautiful?
Well think again.

Mother lost her looks for you
Father never wanted you
I trust to love and then I find you never really felt the same
There's something in your heart so cruel

*the porcupine tree