veinticuatro.

Ena modra mama baje vedno reče: glavno,da se imamo radi, in da ni vojne.
Ja.

veintitrés.

Samoumevnost. Ko enkrat prestopiš njeno mejo, nikoli ni več, kot si želiš, da bi bilo.
In ni res, da se nehaš bati, ko se soočiš s svojim strahom. Jaz se je še vedno bojim.

veintidós.

Kaj je torej vse to-tebi, meni, nama? ..v bistvu?

veintiuno.

Ne vem več,kaj ti sploh še lahko rečem in kaj sploh želiš slišati. Zato molčim.

veinte.

Ne vem, kam točno sem namenjena. Najbrž je vse odvisno od tega,kam me bo odnesel tok svoje reke.

diecinueve.

Oprosti, ampak Muza sem lahko samo točno določeni osebi.

Melodrom.

Lahko spustiš svoje lase spet na rame. Svojo pest v mojo dlan. ♥

dieciocho.

Res imam najraje trenutke, ko se osebe, ki me v resnici sploh ne poznajo, lotevajo stvari, o katerih se jim še sanja ne.
Čeprav sem se jih nekaterim trudila že milijonkrat razložiti. Drugi bi pa morda morali prej rešiti določene stvari pri sebi, da bi dojeli razliko.
Najraje,res.

diecisiete.

Zmedena in malo izgubljena. To sem.

dieciséis.

Čas je že za kako ponovno naključno srečanje. just sayin`..

Somebody That I Used To Know.

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end
Always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends

But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
Now you're just somebody that I used to know.

loving strangers.

It's just the start of the winter
and I'm all alone
and I've got my eye right on you..
Give me a coin and I'll take you to the moon.
Give me a beer and I'll kiss you so foolishly,
like you do when you lie, when you're not in my thoughts,
like you do when you lie and I know it's not my imagination.

Loving strangers, loving strangers.. oh < 3

quince.

Kako si sploh še lahko razlagam realnost po sanjah, ki sem jih imela danes?

catorce.

Vdih. Izdih. In zbogom.
Ah.

November

And the words still ring, once here now gone. And they echo through my head everyday.. And I dont think they'll ever go away.

Če kdaj, je novembra čas za take stvari, ja.

trece.

Me dices, que sabes bien.. Pero a veces sí estás una niña perdida.

doce.

Ja,sprva me je res malce bolelo. Zdaj.. Zdaj pa mi je še samo smešno. :)

once.

Ko se zaveš,da se je tvoj krog emocij razširil in se začneš soočati s prej neznanimi oz. potlačenimi občutki, najprej niti ni tako super. Je pa zato potem toliko boljše. Če jih znaš pravilno uporabiti,seveda.

Always and never.

My warrior woman. My Valkyrie.
You'll always be mine, always and never. Never.
The Fire, baby. It'll burn us both. It'll kill us both.
There's no place in this world for our kind of fire.
Always and never.
If I have to die for you tonight, I will.

Dwight, Sin City

diez.

Samodestruktivnost ni zabavna stvar.

Patience.

Take it slow it'll work itself out fine.. All we need is just a little patience.
Right?

nueve.

Nekateri dnevi so pač takšni,da bi jih najraje prespala. Če ne bi spet sanjala tistih istih sanj,seveda.

cold cold heart.

Pozdravljena nazaj, Norah, predolgo te že ni bilo..

Silver lining.

Vseeno bi bilo pa lepo imeti nekoga, ki bi mi kdaj zapel:

When the World surrounds you, I'll make it go away..
Paint the sky with silver lining.
I will try to save you, cover up the grey
with silver lining.

Ah,Theo. V srce si me.

ocho.

Smešno, kako včasih mislim, da bi s tabo lahko hotela in znala, že v naslednjem trenutku pa z enim samim stavkom to spremeniš v nič.

Damn..

"There’s a reason I said I’d be happy alone. It wasn’t ’cause I thought I’d be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it.
It’s easier to be alone, because what if you learn that you need love and you don’t have it? What if you like it and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain?"

Grey`s Anatomy, S07E22

siete.

Sovražim gledati, kako ti je težko in vedeti, da ne morem narediti popolnoma nič, ker ti mora biti težko, da bo enkrat vse vredu.

seis.

Ne morem ti dati, kar pričakuješ od mene, lahko pa ti dam veliko ostalih stvari. Če želiš. Če znaš. Če zmoreš.

Sunday.

The loverless nights, they seem so long, I know that I'll hold you someday.
But until you come back where you belong, it's just another lonely Sunday. Maybe we'll see that we were wrong, if ever we look back one day..
But till you come back where you belong it's just another lonely Sunday.

to je to.

Sonček. Balkon. Kava. Cohen. G.G.Marquez.
Nič drugega ne potrebujem.

When will I see you again?

I know I have a fickle heart.
And a bitterness.
And a wandering eye.
And a heaviness in my head.
But don't you remember? The reason you loved me before..
Baby please remember me once more.

This is gotta be a good life.+

Hell yeah.

cinco.

Če sanje odražajo naša resnična hotenja, moram resno premisliti, kdo sem in kaj želim.

Jar of Hearts

You're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul.. So don't come back for me.
Who do you think you are?

Like whispering you know me you know me*

You`ll never be lonely, if you have someone to say:

"they're playing our song".

3 rounds and a sound- blind

cuatro.

Tudi če slišim isto stvar stopetdesetič, mogoče še vedno ne bom verjela. Ne zato, ker ti ne zaupam, ampak zato, ker ne zaupam sebi.

tres.

Pogrešati pogrešanje nekoga zna biti precej bedno.

mehkopuhasto na moji roki.

Srčno rada bi napisala kaj res globokega, ampak je gospodič P. zasedel mojo desno roko, ki je tako imobilizirana, in zato tipkam z levico približno 3 besede/minuto. Je pa mehek,zato mu ne zamerim.
Mijav.

dos.

Biti vmes je nič kaj mega občutek..

From dreams I've seen you before.

You make me want to sing about love every time I raise my head. You make me want to tell the whole world what I've found is good.

Then they say:
Slow..
Slow this right down,
don't burn it out,
don't let it show..
Slow..
Oh, but my heart is racing
to hold your gaze and
let it go.

Rumer- slow

uno.

Pričakovati objektiven nasvet od nekoga, ki se utaplja v subjektivizmu, ni najbolj pametno.. Res bi si morala to že enkrat končno zapomniti.

membrana

Se naenkrat ozreš in vidiš, da je že toliko za tabo. Da gre čas tako hitro, da mu kar težko slediš. Pa imaš vseeno svoj ritem, se mu malo upiraš, na koncu pa vseeno prepustiš.
Sem malo obujala spomine. Na našo Nemčijo, Eurotrip in nasploh ne tisto krasno poletje, ki se mi je junija zdelo neskončno dolgo, ki sem mu pustila, da me čisto obrne, da razširi moj svet.
In kar ne morem biti resna, ko se spomnim sedenja pred železniško v Milanu in našega Amsterdama. Sladoleda v Berlinu in reke v Salzburgu, ko smo sedele in si govorile: ne da smo frajerke, a ne, da bo to en super spomin, ko bomo 50?
In na lansko poletje, za katerega se mi zdi, da ga sploh ni bilo, da je bil le tisti prekratek London in čisto nič drugega.
In nanj,ki mi je dal toliko in hkrati nič. Se ga včasih v mislih še vedno oklepam, ko prevlada samota v meni. On je vedel, kako je to. In je vedel,kaj narediti.
Jaz pa ne vem. Sploh zdaj, ko se oziram nazaj. Se mi zdi, da živim neko drugo življenje neke druge mene- prestrašene in zaskrbljene. Se mi zdi, da sem tukaj edina oseba in da me od vseh ostalih ločuje membrana- tanka, a kljub temu dovolj debela, da ne more nič in nihče do mene. Nič in nihče.
Se naenkrat ozreš in vidiš, da ni bilo čisto vedno tako. Zato si malo otožen, a pustiš času, da ti narekuje svoj ritem. Na koncu mu vedno popustiš.

Acta est fabula..

Po 27. januarju lažje diham.
=)

Cause it's alright..

Je trajalo veliko dlje, ampak po dveh mesecih si bil le še na papirju. In redko ( le, če so bile posredi borovničke) sem te komu omenila.
Tako ali tako marsikdo ne bi razumel.

you can always go back to your soulmate, that's what makes him a soulmate.

-I know where i wanna be in ten years, do you??
-I wanna be with you.