povzetek.

Spoznanje dneva (čeprav bi prav lahko bilo tudi spoznanje leta) se mi je porodilo ob današnji kavi (kot se spodobi).

 

We’re all in the same game, just different levels. 

Dealing with the same hell, just different devils.

in žalostno,da je prevzeto iz slabe rap pesmi. Pa vseeno primerno kot povzetek.. vsega mojega.

november bo jutri.

Ko dan začneš s Four weddings and a funeral, takoj po koncu pa ti poje Damien Rice, potem točno veš, kak dan je pred tabo..
Pa Cheers, darlin`...

treinta y ocho.

Nikoli ne vem, kaj pomeni, ko po naključju najdeš stvar, ki te spominja na osebe in dogodke iz preteklosti.
Je to opomnik na to, da ponovno navežeš stike s to osebo, ki ti je prinesla toliko lepega.. da je ne bi smel nikoli pustiti, da gre?
Ali pa je to samo to: spomin in have a nice life?

..Ker osebe gredo iz tvojega življenja z razlogom, ali?
In zakaj jih potem pogrešaš ob naključno najdenem listu papirja?
Ah,ja.. Krožnice.

Roller coaster.

Vesolje deluje po čudnih zakonitostih.
Je najprej poskrbelo za šok in težek začetek tedna, ko sem morala samo sebe bezati iz majhne črne luknje, ki sem jaz sama, in v katero se zatečem ob takih trenutkih, da delam družbo vsem "zakaj-jem" in skrbem.
Nato mi je danes pripeljalo presenečenje v obliki moje najljubše hipsterske blondinke, ki je v uri in pol poskbela, da mi je portugalsko sonce ogrelo srčka in da sem spet malo srečna.
Me prav zanima, kaj mi pripravlja za vikend.

In the blink of an eye.

Še vedno sem vsakič znova presenečena, kako se lahko grozne stvari zgodijo v katerem koli trenutku. Katerem koli.
In potem obstaneš in se vprašaš, kako za vraga je to mogoče, če pa je bilo en utrip veke nazaj še vse vredu. En utrip veke nazaj.
Še vedno ne vem, po kakšni zakonitosti deluje.. vse.

On my own.

Poleti.
Bom nekje našla vsaj približno tako kul kavarno in tam zjutraj pila kavo.
In ob večerih, ko se mi bo pisalo.
Poleti.

treinta y seis.

You might think you know me, but what you "know" is only what I choose to show you.

New age.

Whatever it was, I'm over it now. With every day, It gets better.
It gets better.

There's thieves among us, painting the wall with all kinds of lies.

And I know and you know too
That love like ours is terrible news
But that won't stop me crying
No, that won't stop me crying over you

We two are makers, just made this mess
Two broken hearts don't break any less
There's thieves among us, painting the walls
With all kinds of lies, the lies I never told at all

Zoey,Iloveyou.

...

" Še živiš ali si samo še
živa?"

-C.Zlobec

Nobody loves no one.

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you.
And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you.

No, I don't want to fall in love
(This world is only gonna break your heart)
With you .

What a wicked game to play, to make me feel this way.
What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you.
What a wicked thing to say, you never felt this way.
What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you .

:))

Jes! Še je ljubezni na svetu! :)

nocoj.

♥

(to je vse,kar lahko nocoj napišem. ah.)

veintitrés.

Samoumevnost. Ko enkrat prestopiš njeno mejo, nikoli ni več, kot si želiš, da bi bilo.
In ni res, da se nehaš bati, ko se soočiš s svojim strahom. Jaz se je še vedno bojim.

veintidós.

Kaj je torej vse to-tebi, meni, nama? ..v bistvu?

Somebody That I Used To Know.

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end
Always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends

But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
Now you're just somebody that I used to know.

November

And the words still ring, once here now gone. And they echo through my head everyday.. And I dont think they'll ever go away.

Če kdaj, je novembra čas za take stvari, ja.

Always and never.

My warrior woman. My Valkyrie.
You'll always be mine, always and never. Never.
The Fire, baby. It'll burn us both. It'll kill us both.
There's no place in this world for our kind of fire.
Always and never.
If I have to die for you tonight, I will.

Dwight, Sin City

Patience.

Take it slow it'll work itself out fine.. All we need is just a little patience.
Right?

Damn..

"There’s a reason I said I’d be happy alone. It wasn’t ’cause I thought I’d be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart, I might not make it.
It’s easier to be alone, because what if you learn that you need love and you don’t have it? What if you like it and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart? Can you even survive that kind of pain?"

Grey`s Anatomy, S07E22